It’s been a hell of a day, week, month, year...37 years 😂. If there is a line between apathy, constant disappointment, and being completely numb vs. absolute joy/optimism/laughter/love-I teeter that line haaaaard. I suppose the first thing is acceptance of all you can’t change. People. The way they see and treat you. The way they see and treat the world. So, I will do my best to focus on the joy, love, laughter, and optimism that I can control.